-
x

Meet New Friends!

Recommended friends are based on your interests. Make sure they are up to date.

Friends ff8c072dd79a91c1300f032d674241a8d64367100ffb1f25fa3f9bec4a05319f
Kidzworld Logo

Sindy's Blog - February 19, 2004

February 19, 2004

I'm kind of freaking out right now - but I don't know what to do. I think Kaelin wants to move a lot faster than I'm ready for, but how do I let him know that? We were watching movies on Valentine's Day at his place and he was just bein' really touchy feely, ya know? I don't want him to think I'm a lame-o but at the same time I don't want to rush into things.

Nothing actually went down on Valentine's Day. We exchanged gifts (I made him a mixed CD and got him some chocolates - he bought me flowers and this pretty beaded necklace), watched flicks, and then he took me home around midnight. It was really nice, so maybe I'm over-reacting. He just seemed to be giving off a really weird vibe. Even though it's the last thing in the world I want to do, I should probably talk to Kaelin about all this. I just really don't want him getting the wrong idea about where I think this relationship is going.

Don't get me wrong, I really like Kaelin a lot - but dude, I'm only 13. I have a lot of time to worry about taking things farther with a boy and I don't wanna start now. I hope that he's going to understand. I guess I knew this could be a problem when we started dating. He is two years older than me. I just thought we were on the same page with these things...

Meh. There's no use worrying about it right this second. I'm not going to have a chance to talk to Kaelin until Sunday at the earliest. Dad wants us to spend some time with him this weekend and I need to clear my head, anyway. Kaelin can do his own thing and hopefully by Sunday I'll have thought of something super-mature to say about this whole thing. I think I'm just going to pop in this new CD I bought by Rooney (did you see them on The O.C.? They were great!), kick back and relax. I'm so tired of the constant drama in my life! I hope it's over soon...

Peace Out,
Sindy

Related Stories:

  • Sindy's Blog - February 12, 2004

  • Sindy's Blog - February 5, 2004

  • Sindy's Blog - January 29, 2004

  • More Online Blogs
  • 0 Comments

    Related Stories

    F1077143897218

    What Should Sindy Say to Kaelin?

    • Sorry, I'm just not ready to take this relationship further yet.
    • Nothing, she just over-reacted.
    • She should wait until he brings it up.
    • Nothing. She should just dump him.

    Dear Dish-It In The Forums

    LUCYQWERTY123
    hey there!! well i suggest u to answer back cause i think he missed u cause he hasnt see u for a year and i know he is estranged but if u answer back maybe he wont be strange so yeah :D :D :D
    reply 4 days
    MysticalC
    My dad and I are kind of estranged, we haven't spoken in a year. So my mom decides it would be a good idea to let him message me. He texted me while I was at school and now I have no idea what to do. All he said was 'Hi _, how is school?'. Do I reply? Do I not? If I do, what do I say? My mom and grandparents are no help, they just cracked jokes about it. KidzWorld has helped me with a hell lot of things, I better not be let down this time.
    reply 4 days
    jordand08
    Just act like you were introducing him as one of your friends. Be yourself, wear stuff that’s comfortable. It’s okay to be nervous because everyone will be. Just hang out and have fun.
    reply 5 days
    Fireworksirl360
    one day I was eating lunch with my friends and two boys, (I'm a girl). when one boy told his friend and some other people, everyone but me who he had a crush on. At the end of lunch someone told me and it was me, later on he confirmed it and his friend told us he was on the verge of tears because I found out. people were telling everyone he liked me. Earlier I told him I liked him as not to make him feel bad, he told his friend who told everyone. soon rumors were started my best friend and his had teamed up to make an unstoppable rumor making and spreading team.  on monday it was our all day field trip and he needed to tell me something so on the way back we sat together across from his friend. She asked him if he still liked me. I covered my eyes but could still see and he was saying no but nodding his head. I told him to just tell me and he said yes. By then the rumors were getting really bad so in order to stop them we started hanging out, and became best friends. its summer now and we text each other all the time but we are just friends the rumors have blown over but now another has become true. through all of this,  I really like him now. I don't know I f he still likes me but I know that I really want him too because I really like him now! What do I do? Please help me! I'm so lost! this is all like a nightmare! what if it starts again. What do I do!
    reply 6 days
    imtcutiie
    imtcutiie posted in Style:
    DONT DO IT JUST PLEASE #### #### #### ......... CHANGING EYE COLOR  JUST WRONG
    reply 7 days